BIRTHDAYS :)

So My birthday was on the 27th, and I was to darn lazy to post, because doing just one blogg post takes me like 6 years to finish. Which is too long for my four year old attention span to handle on most days. But I still try to post at least once a week.... or more depending on my mood. Well anyway back to what I was saying.... My birthday was on the 27th and I was excited. Most people are excited for there birthday! A celebration of your birth!!! What could be better then that?! I am always obsessed with my birthday. 1) It is at the end of the year so I have to wait ALL YEAR LONG, so I start counting down like 2 month early. I know I am a weirdy... and 2) because my birthday is less then a month away from CHRISTMAS! and who doesn't love christmas.... oh that's right  Mr. Scrooge! So that is why I love my birthday! I am starting to figure out that birthday's aren't as exciting as they used to be. When I was littler birthday's were the best thing imaginable... well next to Christmas...... but now there just kind of normal. Especially turning 14. It is kind of a lame birthday. I am apparentley not 'old' enough to get the netbook I wanted.... and whrn I am 16 I will be getting a car. So 14 is just a really boring age to turn..... GOODNESS ME! Who am I kidding?! I love being 14!!! I am not brand new teenager anymore! I am loving being 14! even thoough I have only be 14 for like 3 days... but what the HAY!  I am totally LOVIN' being 14!!!!!

Hand Sanitizer... I think that is how you spell it but I might be wrong... :)

Is it just me or is hand sanitizer AMAZING? I just love the stuff. I always loved how teachers had

MONSTER bottles of it. I used it many times a day, getting all the icky germs off of my hands. I used it for

lots of stuff like: Cleaning hands (well duh), Getting glue off of you, cleaning your desk, getting the pencil

grippers off of my pencils, ETC. I am sure if the makers of Hand Sanitizer knew how much I used it they

would have my picture hanging in there office. Some people hate hand sanitizer, but I don't see why they

would! It gets those teeny tiny little itty bitty germs off of your hands, with just one pump of the little nozzle

and rubbing your hands together! That my friends is just amazing! I am obsessed if you haven't already

noticed, which I am sure you have :)! This year right before school started I asked my mama if she would get

me a monster bottle of it, and GUESS WHAT? SHE DID! I use it 60 billion times per day. It is like 1/3 the

way gone, which saddens me. But good thing they make more, so all I have to do is get in the car and drive

to the store and buy me some more!!! ( Hee Hee that was a ryhme!) I am in love with this great stuff! It just

is fabulously amazing with it's germ fighting abilities :).  Aww man, if they ever EVER ran out or stopped

making it. I would literally die! I love it too much! Well thank you for reading me go on and on about how much I love HAND SANITIZER! ......................... Bubye!!!

We were best friends...

We were best friends, her and I. We did evrything together I was always over at her house. We were always

playing "Polly's". It was the best time of my life. Then things started to change, since we were in different

grades. She slowly started hanging out with other friends, calling me less and less. I still wanted her to be my

friend..... but she didn't. Then our friendship picked right up again. We hung out all the time. We were in

seperatable.  We had secret handshakes.... and other secrets. We were as best of friends as they get.

Then you switched schools. We were still close, just not as close as before.  The things took a weird turn.

You started being rude to me, bossing me around and stuff.... It started to really affect me.  I started to leave

your house crying because you had said something rude. I started hanging with some of my other friends.....

Then you moved. I visited your new house once or twice. We had one sleepover in it. You moving was what

really tore us apart. WE swore we were going to call and still hangout, but it never happened. Then over time

we just totally lost contact.  ..............................................................................................................................

It has been a few years, you go to my school. Your in the grade above me. I see who you hang out with. I

found out your parents are divorced, and that your dad has remarried. I know that even though you don't

show it your taking it hard. You never thought your parents would split.... but they did.  You said 'Hi." to me

the other day and I said Hi back. Just seeing you makes me remember all the goodtimes we had together,

and makes me want to cry. I miss our friendship. I walk past your house on our street, almost everyday.

When I pass I remember some of the good times..... I miss you.... we need to hangout and remember old

times.....

Music :)

Have you ever heard that one song? That one song that can make you start to cry the second you hear the intro? The song that reminds you of a certain person? A song that has such a strong meaning that you can feel the spirit so strong, even if it isn't a gosple song? Music really affects my life. They can make you feel so my different emotions. I have quiet a few songs that can make me burst into tears as soon as I hear them start. i also have some that Make me all excited and happy when I hear them. Music is my life. I have songs that reminde me of other people. Songs that make me crack up also. Some songs are just amazing. I love the song: Love the way you lie Part 2. The very first part up until the chorus make me cry. It reminds me of some people. The first few lines are amazing.... " On the first page... Of out story, the future seemed so bright. Then this thing turned out so evil, I don't know why I am still surprised. Even aangles have there wiked Schemes, and you take that to new extremes, but you will always be my hero even thought you lost your mind." It just has such a strong meaning and I love it. if you have never heard this song before I would encourage you to look it up and listen to it. I love it. :)

Talking to myself...... and all the radom other stuff going through my mind right now!

   So I was just thinking that my blog is one of the most boing blogs in the history of alll blogs!!!! Its pretty boring. No one reads it except for myself .... and Lexie but she doesn't count...... No offense or anything lexie. All I do is act like it is some kind of vauge journal entry each time I post. I don't Usually use names, or exact stuff. Just some of the stuff that my brain is thinking about, which I must get out or I will leak out of my ears.....

   So I get on this page a gazillion times a day and sigh to myself...... why don't give up on this failed attempt at a cool blog which lots of people read? Well I keep posting because I know at least 1 person ( Lexie) reads the junk that I post on this waste dump.

  
    Ok So back to what I was going to talk about...... Sleep.
Getting ready to and going to sleep are my favoritest thing to do at night.... besides sit and stare at the facebook screen and listen to the radio........ It makes me so relaxed after I have attempted to do my homework and sorta kinda practiced the piano. I get my clothes out for tomorrow. I wash my face, brush my teeth and brush my hair 100000 billion strokes. Then putting on my pajamas and Laying on my bed. Thinking about the good and bad events that have happened today or even yesterday or last week.

       Laying in the dark on my soft bed thinking about..... everything.... is so relaxing and sooner or later I slowly drift off to sleep and too soon mt alarm goes off and it is time to start another day.

          Welllll............... that was super random! I hope you enjoyed wasting 10 minuets of your time listening to me ramble. Ciao!

Opportunities

Today in aerobics I got an opportunity to help out special need kids. ( for those of you who don't know aerobics, is a class that is all about workout stuff) We played volleyball with the  kids. It was great, I had a ton of fun. It was awesome to see all of those kids so happy. It makes me sad to think that kids are rude to them and make fun of them and stuff. They are just human beings like each and everyone of us are. They are a just a tiny bit different. in my opinion the are some of the most pure beings in the universe. They are always trying to be happy and make others happy as well. It makes them so happy when other kids talk to them and try to be there friend. Some of them die at a very young age also. It is quite sad if you think about it. It makes me so mad when people try to get them to do stuff that is bad or gross. The poor kids don't know they are doing anything wrong. All they want is for regular people to be there friends. I have often made jokes about special kids, but I have decided from now on not to anymore. plus I am also going to stop others from doing it. They are the purest and the will return to heaven.

Just pondering to myself..........

Well I have decided if I think hard enough about someone, even if I technically 'Hate their Guts' I can find some qualities I like about them. It is actually pretty easy. If everyone tried to be like this, just think about how better the whole world would be. If everyone loved , or at least pretened to like everyone it would be great. I found out that if you think someone is courageous you have to have a bit or courage in your body to tel them that. You have to know what courage is to tell them that they are courageous. I thought that was really cool. So for example if I say " You are so pretty." Then I have to think even if it is to the smallest degreee that I myself am pretty. That is just the way it works! I also this week have found out how easily it is to pick a friendship with someone you may have heard of and know stuff about but you have never really talked to. It is great! Well I am done wasting your time.... ta-ta!